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Originally posted by Blazey:
He sure does remind me of someone.. [img]graemlins/wonder.gif[/img]
And sometimes, i check up on people i like, through the internet, to know what happened to them, what they did. Not that i ever plan to rekindle those old friendships, but i'd like to know how they are.
strangely enough.......
he's the only one that seems to have ANYTHING online...
after finding his info/pic... i instantly tried
to find others... to no avail.
its 2003! for christ sakes!
Don't feel bad Shatzy. A long time ago I tried looking on militray people finders, put up messages on "long lost friends" message boards that are there to locate people. I think I put up a message everywhere on any message board that I thought would help me locate Brooks Smith. Truth be told, he probably doesn't want to be found.
From time to time though I use to wonder if he ever thought about me once in awhile, if I ever crossed his mind. I dunno. I'd just like to see him again and see what he looks like now and what he is doing now with his life.
Maybe I will see him again one day, maybe I won't. Either way, I'm happy with the man I'm with now.
But still sometimes I think I will mention hsi name somewhere and somebody will surprise me and tell me they know him, oh well.
My brother is in the navy..in italy.. [img]rolleyes.gif[/img] ..and well..i say send him a note..your older..wiser..either for closure..or to rekindle a friendship ..who knows what changes time has wrought..what once was can be no more..but who's to say the future cant be clearer..you'll never know till you do it..and TG if your reading this...jelousy becomes you.. [img]graemlins/thinking.gif[/img]
I am usually all for a possitive note on many things and ideas but on the whole first love thingy... hmm all ACKKK kind of sticks like a hair caught in your mouth. Wont go down but you cant find to get it back out. I will just say I will doubt it will be the whole "Serendipity" If you do choose to write him. And besides.... I am not sure if you said this or not but were you his 1st love. I am guessing on his side of the event you were just another girl in his wake of women. If he thought it was that special he would have found you by now dont ya think? I am not saying your not special (he's an idiot for not seeking you out) I am saying though, you prolly have a better more controlled life now then mixing your life up by draggin up the past and mixing it with the future. [img]confused.gif[/img]
to be honest, i'm not really sure why i'd email him.
maybe just to be an ass... some spooky email of
two sentences resurrecting images from the past
in an all-too-familiar rush to the brain....
i'd certainly not write with the intention of
starting anything.... but who knows.... we've
crossed paths many times before...
and no, i was certainly not his first love...
and i wish i could remember her name... but
despite my trying, i simply can't.
i have plans for him though....
Tel him you got pregnant with his child and you are soooooo glad you finally found him after all these years of searching so you could come clean and finally get the child support he should have been paying. [img]graemlins/devil.gif[/img]
LMMFAO!!!
i considered it [img]redface.gif[/img]
I can't remember the last time I read such a long post so easily.
I can't see the pic though [img]frown.gif[/img]
GAY BOOMSPEED!!!!
its working ok for me now... but as previously
stated... boomspeed was acting ganked... so
maybe they were busy eating jelly doughnuts when
the fucking system went down